psychedelic

first sight.

2006-06-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

ouh damn!
i have already predicted that from nowonwards,
evrything gonna be in a fast speed.
my schedule now gonna be very tight.
Teachers have already prepared for us.
Remedials, test, datelines everything!
how good is that!
im gonna have maths tests, maths revision and blablablabala.
soon!
It's gonna be hectic!
Plus, im having floorball tournament tomorrow and wednesday.
damn.
But well, it's better that they make it fast.
Or i will need to skip all the self study.
arh, wadever shit!

Today is the first day of school after a month of holiday.
Time flies really fast.
And i bet everyone is still in their holiday mode.
I felt awkward today due to whatever reason. haha.
The stupid pimple makin me haywired. lol!
Yea, im such an arse who make so much fuss over a tiny pimple.
muahahahahahah.
It's natural for a girl, isn't it? heeeee. =))
and hoorah! went for a haircut after school.
Felt much more relieved. I cannot take it anymore.
The previous one was so effing thick and hot.
And it makes me stress! ahahas.
Hey, fugly hair is also one of the factor which leads to stress too, okay.
haha.
We just left with another 2 more months to the fugly N level. boo.
Loads of work need to be done asap.

alrytes, i going to take a long bath before doing the stacks of work that are waiting for me!!
Can i not do you, pretty please. hais.
take care people. and have an awesome day ahead.
peace out.

walking with the ghost.

2006-06-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

The under 18 tournaments had already ended.
We lose in the semis against Jansenites which make us not able to qualify for the final.
But still, coach was quite happy with the performances eventhough there were few silly mistakes made here and there.
I was really worried, scared and all the mixed negative feelings when i was put in the defence.
I was uberly scared. Coach was really pressurising me! I cannot take it and i realised that tears had already flowing down my cheeks. Im sad.
I know im really weak in tackling and i HOPE that i can brush up on that. I really wish.
After watching the Azlan shah hockey shit thingy, im feeling so motivated to train harder and play hard.
But sometimes, emotions and moods just astray me and i will feel like giving up. Really.
Im so weak.. GRR.
I think this year there's just no luck or maybe, there are few new players coming up. And we are still getting the bonds. The team need to be closer and gain trust from one another and stop holding grudges within themselves, okay girls? :))
We should train harder together more. And we will try harder next year. I love you people.

Okay, enough about hockey. Move along to other most BORING part and which alot of people are moaning about.. School starting NEXT WEEK. Oh man! I didn't even realised the "holidays" are coming to an end.
I thought it was only yesterday was the first of june.. BOOHOO.
Floorball tournaments are starting next week too. This is shitness. I have not even done my fnn practical! Im gonna be doom. Perhaps, on the sunday im going to do everything. Arh damn la.
This year is such a bitch. Oh well.

Alright, my tummy is growling. I'm effing hungry. Till here. tata.

love like simtex.

2006-06-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

damn!
having the practical test just now.
i reached there an hour late. muahahaha.
Get everything started as fast as possible.
I can't really remember what time we actually finish all the dishes
EXCLUDED decorating it and take pictures.
Arh, and im sucks in decorating those dishes. It turned out to be awful, i guess.
ahahaha.
Anyways, all the hard work we put for 4 hours just go down the drain.
None of us bring camera except for shing ee. However, her camera's batt was low.
And, teacher tried to find the IT member to borrow the camera. And hooray, the was one.
We took and took and took.
And woahlah! all the pictures we took were gone! and the best thing was, everybody had pack and tasted each other foods!!
So, we need to do all over again when school reopen. HOOORAY!

Had game just now against Jansenites. Lose 2-0. All happened in the second half. Oh darn, nvm girls. Focus for the semis, aite! We can do it, babes! :)
Supposedly going out with jannah on wednesday, but BABE. im truly sorry. I having game on that day. IT was last minute. The game was postponed. And futhermore, it`s on the afternoon
i really cnnot make it, girl. sorry alrytes.

Im exhausted! i wanna rest. bye people. TAG me yo!

coughs.

2006-06-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

eylo!
im feeling very weak..
the throat is starting to give me warning that if i will consume anymore
food that im sensitive with, im gonna be doom.
and the thornsel will pop anytime soon. hurhur.
trng was fine, we played alot of games. =)
except, the weather was such a killer, marn. oh darrn!

hmmp!
next week gonna be the last week of the june holidays.
oh, shuld i be happy about it?
damn laa. i can't enjoy my holidays. and that's sucks like totally.
my holidays are all spent in schools or delta/ccab/csc.
haaaaaha!
i caan't fcukin wait for the real holidays and i will really make that holiday a worthwhile
and enjoyable which no one will disturb me and do watever i want! YESSSAR.

Monday will be the pratical test. Im 80% ready for it. I can't wait for it to be done and over with.
I hope i can finish them within that 2 hours. nyeeh!
Am going to the library tmr with gendengz! Reading is fun! OOOOOO, that phrase reminds me back during my primary school season. Where, every mnth they will call this group of people promoting students to read books. haha. Idk if you all ever had those. But yeah, like suddenly. i miss those good old times. ohhlalalala.

ouhkays, im moodless. i have nothin more to yak. i wan to sleep. ouh tata den.

i miss these bitches aloaaaaaads!

TIRING!

2006-06-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

wooooots!
3 days back to back game is tremedously tiring!
especially when there are two games in a day but in different places!
marn! travelling from one place to another is madness.. wkakakak.
ouhkies. The first round has alrdy ended.. Though we lose 3 games, we managed to won the other 2 games and babes! we played well alrytes! continue with the good job! yeabah!
we are in the semis now and we hope we can reach the finals and retain the tittle! =)
come on girls and remember don't be complacent, aite!
Next week will be the second round and den, the semis! hooooraay! Do play hard gurls!
We need to do some shit, yo! uwuwuakakak.
And maaaaarn, i would like to thanks the red bull! they really boost up our energy, yeaah!
ahhaaaaaaaaaaa! lucky marn!

Hmpp. This coming monday will be having fnn and gonna finish up on our cooking!
hurhur.. so far, i`ve only practice on my vegetable in wonderland dish. hahaaa.. actually nuthin much.. some how it's like chap choy. errm, it is chap choy aniways. =P
will be practicing on the other 3 dishes soooooon!

Okays, nothin much more to blabber about. ill end here den.
Oh my, the ankle is effing painful, caan? darn.

wooots.

2006-06-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

im addicted to myspace!
commenting and talking crap wif people that you don't knw,
it`s just so AWESOME shit, bebeh! haahak.
Ouh, there i go again, doing some stupid stuffs rather than mugging!
Oh boy. Im gonna be deaaaaad human! oh sheeesh.

Hakim has made me drrrroooooooooooool over malay songs! and i mean, not those current songs like 'radja', 'peterpan' or shit lyke that.
But, songs from jamal abdillah, iklim. OH MY GOD! And i actually love their songs!
So sooooooooothing. hahaahah. *shakes head*

Orites, today was the u-18 tournament which just beginning for us!
Kinda sad that we lose 1-0 to them! Arghh!
IMBECILE GOAL!. NOPE, dun worry, we not putting the blame on you girls! We did play well just now but luck has always not on our side. hurhur.
So, yaaaah, we need to kick some ass for the rest of the games, kaes!
Good luck, babes! i love you people loaaaaads! mwaaah. hee.
And tomorrow and thursday will be having game two times per day!
SUCKS! Why on earth are they having the system like that! ARGH!, im just too scared that im gonna be lethargic for the next game!. grr.

And hooraay! i don't have any school for this week, that's why i managed to go for hockey! yey! haha.
However, im having practical for the N-level!. YEAH! cooking! which im not looking forward for that day to come!!. Im kinda nervous, you see. heeeeee.
Geeez, i need to practise decorating it and cook the dishes one of these days! mauahahahak.

Update more ltr aitee! =)

high!

2006-06-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

AWESOME!
today was total greatness.
WOOOTS.

and i still shock on what happen.
mygod! i can't believe it.
did it actually happen!?
OMG! yes .. it did! arrrrhh..

ouhkay, im too high! bye!

moodless.

2006-06-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

oh sheesh.
im very moody rite now.
perhaps, due to the tiredness from the trngs i had for the two days.
i wonder, how can i survive next week.
had the fixtures and oh my! it was effing tight!
will be having games from tuesday to thursday! and 2 games per day for some of the days!
argh!
trng just now was tiring due to the scorching heat which makes me really weak.
all i wish i could have on that point of time are 1 bucket of 100 plus and a cold shower!
lol..

jannah! sorry babe! i cannt make it next week. im really sorry!

argh! im half dead and i think it will be best for me to stop updating and go to bed. ahah.
before i start all the craps. blahness.
ouhkay sayonara!

hey ho!

2006-06-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hey ho!
Sorry for not updating for the past few days.
Am either busy with the coursework or just plain lazy.
Hehe..
So today was geeography lesson and supposedly english!
Geog lesson was fine. not that dreadful afterall! HAHA.
But due to the lazyness of these few gendengz, we didn't attend the english lesson.
Muahahahah.
Went to have our lunch with few other gurls and went back to search for cher.
But nowhere to be found. Hurhur.
And we went to the computer lab and print our work. Which take very long to print it.
Hmmmmp.
Im pissed with the coursework! I am at the verge of giving up, can!
When can i have everything puuuuuurfect and start doing on other things, PEACEFULLY!
I have been using most of my time finding recipes which she is so fussy about. =X
Ok, dee. Stop moaning! hahaha.

Nxt week is gonna be another hectic week! The under-18 tournament will be starting and honestly, im not even ready. Each day pass in a snap. It is so fast that i thought it was only yesterday my mom change my napkin. Ok! wadever. hee.

WOKAY!. This entry took me like 30 mins to finish. Due to the people keep on msging and pm thru msn. Oh marrn!
Kaes, i need to start on my coursework! Taaaaaaa. =))

a lie don't have to tell.

2006-06-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

Aloha!
A new week has just begun.
Dreadful!
I have nothing to update, actually.
Because im basically very tired due to trngs and games during the weekends.
Im half dead now.
Wadever.
My precious gurlfren angel gave me a wallet which is very cute!
It was meant to be my burfdae present which is so effing long ago! ahaha.
but still, i love it. thank you mamasita! haaaaaaaaaa! =))

and hooooray! that gendengz is cumin bacck tonite!
*jumps around.

People, who wants to be link-link.
I have link u people up! OKAY!
so goodbye!

once again.

2006-06-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

Like finally, i've finished reading another sophie kinsella`s novel.
Which took me few weeks to actually finish reading it.
YES! i am such a slow reader.
I thought of getting another book from the same author.
The other day, i saw 'sumtin..goddess..' which cost $16.80.
but there's 20% offer. Im not sure if im getting it. wouldn't it better to lend from someone?
hmmph.
so any lovely people who is kind enough to lend me sophie kinsella's book?
hee. tag me yo`!!

Well, trng just now at delta. the weather was horrible. It was really hot!
2 hours, with 10 minutes break here and there under the hot sun makes us all lethargic and unable to run much!
Trng wasn't that tough as how i have expected. and thank god! my heart was thumping each time i got nearer to the place! ooooh, lucky! we played game fer the whole two hours.
i wonder how it will be if there's physical trng under the hot sun! i did experienced before and it is totally not good, ouhkay! heh.
And again, tomorrow there's 4 aside game at taman jurong! dreadfooooooool. But i need to come down. NO RAIN, pleaaaaaaaaase!!

i wonder why people nowadaes just simply don't get the idea. Yeah, inside, leave it inside but still hatred will alwes be hatred! There's no need why you people need to know why we are behaving kinda harsh to you all. Just think again, aren't you treating the same way towards us too. Ok fine, u may think it's childish but it is our problem to behave in this manner. just mind your own business! we keep it to ourselves and don't spill any negative comments because we don't want to hurt your feelings since you are just loner out there. This is call respecting. So just respect our decision and stop being a two-faced bitch! There's nothing you can do to change our perspective towards you people.? so just shut up.

tata.

teenage grafitti

2006-06-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

hyo yo wassup people!?
muauaahhaakak.
today was extremely magnificent, great! hah.
no-no. not that i have won any prizes or award or anything good.
haha.
except that i have been resting and slacking for the whole day.
hardly that i can find this day. heeee. especially with the tight scheduleim having now.
after remedial, went to mac to bought two medium fries and went back to the crib and watch DVDs that dearest jannah had lent me.
Just my luck and take the lead. Nice movies!
And slept the whole afternoon like as if im such a free bird which is not so true.
bcoz, there's pile of works that has been waiting for me to do. a clear example, is the fnn coursework.
oh marrn!

Hockey training tomorrow. It's gonna be a hawt day marn!. Perhaps, on sunday, there will the four-aside game again which was been postponed due to the heavy rain last week.
im so effing lazy. The whole game was a bore. REALLY. Can we change to other players, please? hurhur..

kikim is off to Batam tomorrow morning.. well, dude. haf fun and take care yeah! Bon voyage! =))
hurhur. three days of no late night chat at msn. haah. booooohoooooohooo!
next week is gonna be horrendous! gonna starts classes the whole week at 8 and ends at 12.30!
argh darn!. i can't sleeep late alreaddy. dammit. I wanna go holidaaaaaay marn! any kind humanoid who is kind enuff to pay fer a trip to Paris!? lmao.
I freakin envy those people. Most of my friends are having a good time. Like oh darn!, aren't they supposed to stay in this small kapui little island and mug for the fugly Os or Ns despite having a awesome time enjoying themselves..*saaaaaad.

oh wadever!

sumhow, i love this pix. dun't ask why.

oooh, this few weeks, i havee been getting really thirsty. i drank loads of water but few minutes later, im gonna hunt for water agane and i will drink it like i haven't been drinking for ages. ouhkay , i knw exxagerates(sp?). but i need to explain the feelings im through now! haha. aper jek.

im too engrossed typing that i didn't realised i have type quite a long entry today.
im lovin it!
hoorah! =)
bye sexay people! haah. ooh, remind me of paul twohill. he smell pretteh! =P

slamat pagi singapurr.

2006-06-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

ELLO!
mcm best gituk update2 hari hari.
takder keje katekan!
hauhauahauahuahauahua.

ill update more.
im LATE.
class starts at 9.30.
and at 9.27, dee is still found at home
staring at the comp!
OUH shucks! Better get going fer my chemistry lesson!
toodles!~

I LOVE YOU JOHN CENA! MWA
AAAAAAAAAH!

i never thought.

2006-06-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

hallo lovelies.
hooray! i have finally change the layout for my bloggy.
im so drooling over -kyan`s layouts.
they are so cool marn! im lovin those. =)

ouhrytes! by now, im totally OFF!
im exhausted! i can't sleep.
my whole body is aching due to trngs but the eyes is still wide awake
whereas the rest of the body parts are fast asleeep. zzzzz.
anyways, may is over. june are here. yeaah, people loves june because june always associates with holidays tat`s why they came out a name called june holidays. ok, lame.
but still, we still need to wake up early to go to school and study due the fugly N level and O level which are on their way here in few months time. The war gonna start bebbeh!

Well, i have already enjoyed myself before any of the classes starts. I went to hang out with jannah, kikim and fadilah. We went to chill all over TOWN! and it was pretty tiring though. Walking non-stop .. Camwhored, but wasn't much that i ever thought it was! nevermind gurl. we will take loads of picatos some other daes, alryte!
nevertheless, ii enjoyed myself hanging out with you three stoodges. =))

okays. that's all for now, folks. the bed is hollering for me!
haha.
take care.
bye!

i love my sex.

2006-05-29T16:45:00.000+08:00

HALO WELO MELO!
Had a wonderful sleeep throughtout the whole morning and wake up in the afternoon.
im so loving it, bebeh! =)
im in heaven! HAHAHAHAAHAHA.
The O-level mt paper was today. So good luck to all the humans who are taking them.
I know it is very late. But well, like what they always said, better late then never.
MUAHAHAHA.
Am going out with jannah tomorrow to shop! shop! But naaah, i don't think i will buy anything. I hope! ekekekekek.
Today agenda is too slack at home and sit infront of the comp like i have always do till the computer explode .. dammit!
ok bye!.

exhausteddddd!

2006-05-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

im worn-out!
3 days of hockey is tiring!
i wonder how it will be like.. 1 week of games straight in the morning next 2 weeks..
haiyo!
Went to geylang once i reach home just now.

Jannah just got back from her trip to malacca in the afternoon just now.
My instinct told me that she`s gonna come back today.
And yes! It's so true, ok!
haha.
uh wadever! dudette, i missing u gerl! =)
TUESDAY, ok!? hehehe.

OH!. yesterday was miss ang or should i call her, mrs alfred. heh.
She was gorgeous with that beautiful dress and make ups. This spells WOW!
And the foods was sumptious(sp?).
well, we all wish you all the best for your future. =))
and don't forget about us! we still need to u to teach us physics! haaaa.

I don have any more idea on what to blabber about.
If i would go any further, i will just crap.
Guess, i will better stop here.
My eyes are getting too weak already. boo.

dancing in september!

2006-05-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

BOO!
heeeeeeee. =)
i just woke up from my 1 hour ++ nap!
i cant go any further or i will get major migraines when i woke up!
wuahahaha.
So school was boring. But the frens makes the day happening, maaaaan! hiakhiakhiak.
There's english prelim oral tomorrow! and im partially ready for it!
hmmp. Describing pictures and conversations are my weak point! DAMN!
Nevermind, i will do my very best! =) I am gonna pass my english maaaaan! hmm.

And perhaps, dropping by Jurong Point to buy a small gift for my soon-to-be-bride teacher!
errm, do i rephrase correctly and do they sound correctly? ahah.
We all are invited for the wedding and i can't wait! weeeee.

This weekend is uber tight lah! Hockey in a straight row. Im gonna be dead with this type of shape! hmmp.
HOORAH! Next weeek holidays. Arh, sheeeeeeeet! REMEDIALS! hmm.

techno beats.

2006-05-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

im drooling over electronic, techno beats.
it`s cooooool maaan.
i wanna be universal. i wanna hear all type of songs.
like what haini said. but wait, i have beeen hearing all type of songs
since whenever! haha. =)

so i didn't went to school since monday.
on monday, i had to come down to Delta sports stadium
to be so called an organizer for the thingy.
but all we do was to slack around and chill with hockey people!
heeee.
and met up with jannah and the gang later part.

and agane, i didn't went to school today!
i was effing lazy!
there's nothin to do waddddd!
i heard there was some talk from other schools.
arrh, wadever.
and worst, the class attendance was pathetic.
only three people attend. wahahahaha.
tomorrow! im going to school.
i miss school already. hahaaaaaaaa.

this is the last week of school before the holidays!
HOOOOOOORAY!
we CANNOT have fun and break!
ouhkays! the holidays are the time we gonna mug and continue mugging.
GRRR!
what to do! n-level mah! hehe

i wanna do well in both my studies and hockey!
HOORAH!

PICTURES!

2006-05-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

I`ve nothing much to yak for today's entry!
I`ll post pictures that we took at Sentosa. (16/05/05)
They best day i ever had with the bunch of peoples! =)
oh maaaaaaaaan. i love u guys larh! haha.
But SADLY, not all from the class went.
We met some of the boys coincidencely in the shuttle bus and we chill with them too!
I be it will be quite boring if we didn't meet them since we have only 6 people who went.
arrh, nvm.. let the picture do the talking..
there's more, i will upload them more in my photo gallery.
SOON. coz, i`ve nt receive all the pictures yet.

16 bebeh!

2006-05-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

HOOOOOORAY!
thanks people for the wishes and the presents! =)
THANKS JANNAAAAH..KIKIM..YATI.... SIS.....MOMMY...
AND EVERYONE!
oh maaaaaaan! im lovin it! heee.
appreciate loads, people! THANKS SO MUCH!

So, im officially 16 todaay onwards. haha!
Basically, i dont feel any thing great to be a 16 years old!
It is still the same, though! hmmp.

In the afternoon, dearly sister ordered pizza! haha
we ate pizza at home and slack! cooool maaan. hah.
at 4 went out to meet my dearest gf, JANNAH and the rest!
thanks babe for the present! aku suka lah dok! =D
Oh yeaah! i was having mixed feeling of scared, pain and anything that u can knw of when she tried to pull out tat ear stick/stud or wadever it is call from the ear. It was paaaainful ok! hmmp.
mcm aku yg rase ehk!? haha. nvm girl. u takin care and put medicine ok .=)

Though, it was my birthday which people thinks it is should be special and happy day for me.
I don't feel the HAPPINESS like how i usually felt. Yea, im sad about few things. Im sad about the results i got for mid year. It was atrocious! No As for me. SAAAAAAD! =( GOD! i hate mid years! hmmp!. I hope i will do my best and get good grades for the N-level! and i knw im going to work for it! i don't want to let my family down. *SIGH!.
Plus, there are few other things which just make me pissed and in the same time, saaaad? Oh maaaaan. but still, the favourite people just make my day! LOVE YOU PEOPLE! muaacks!

i have nothing more to updaate. im going to teh tarik coffee shop to eat our dinner there! YEY! =)
Not to forget. i love my mommy very much and my dearest families and friends! =D

THANKS AGANE LA PEOPLE! =)

sweetstuff.

2006-05-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

firstly...

HOOOOOOOOOOOORAY!

like finally the mye has over!!
at last, i can have a break for a while! phew!
Aniways, fnn paper was easy ONLY if i had study about the proteins thoroughly.
Other than that, the paper was fine. So can i get good mark for my theory?
Let's see then. hmp..

The plan for sentosa is still on. And i can't wait to go tomorrow!! I don't know why am i so freakin happy. Perhaps, i have not go out and chill with them before, i guess! It is plan for the whole class actually.. However, the plan doesn't turn out to be GOOD as we didn't inform everyone and those who were informed are not being able to come down! dammit.
I don't care! i know we are going to have fun! weeeeeeee! =)

Wednesday is the start of a schooling day for us! That's SUCKS ok! why aren't we given another 2 more days of holiday atleaaaast!!

I have feeling sloppy and restless yet happy and joyful this few days.
I am effing ESTATIC! why? because, i have finally got the pony shoe that i have been aiming for since last few months ago! Thanks sis and bro amli! ahah. Thanks for the bag too! oh mygod, im luvin everything! =)) what a gifts, maaaaaaan!

As normal, i have been meeting that dearest jaaaaannah giler nk mampos also known as orng tak btol berkeliaran di bawah blok also known as dier kawan aku la belo! hahah. i am sorry deaarest, if lately i have not been punctual when meeting you guys up. alah. cam tk biaser gituk. cooooool maaaaan! ahah.
And i cant hang out with guys any time sooner. Perhaps, during the june yeaah! =) I will make sure i make myself free on on of the days, ok bebeh! =) alryte, best!

Otey! im now waiting for my dearest dyla! I need to run! Trng will resume this week. And i have not been running since the last 2 weeks! The babats are staying not happily ever after.. and they have been shouting to let them go off as soon as possible. ok, that' s incredibly LAME. but whatever. I have promised myself to run! run! run!.. hmmph.

Till here. Bye =)

damdeedamdeedam.

2006-05-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

sweet things i will never get enough..
you are my candymaaaan.

heh. im drooling over the AQUA's song!
lol. i know the song is backdated.
but hu cares. the song makes me grooooovy, bebeh! heh.

Exam fever is still not over yet.
Monday is my last paper which is FNN.
I have not mug anything for it yet.
Prolly later at night. =))
I hav been going out since yesterday and i did again today and tomorrow agane!!
Went out with angel bebeh since yesterday!
I was effing sad yesterday! The shoe i really want was out of STOCK!
Other colors available are sucks like totally! =(
GRR!.
So went to check out at far-east just now.
There's no more that color. But still, the other colors available are waaaay cooler
and hmpp. nicer lah! =))
I am going to get that! I hope nobody buy that shoe and tha size! haha!
WAIT FOR ME! weeeeeeee.
Angel has been such a deary to accompany me. Hearts her! <3>

push da button!

2006-05-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

hello, people!
Yes, yes! the exam fever is still on.
And im effing can't wait for it be over!
I am getting to stress up especially for tomorrow.
I have not even start on my SOCIAL STUDIES!
yes, i have not. like totally!
ahah.
Once, i open the book and read through. I will fall asleep!
Serious, leh!
haah.
I am gonnaa screw the paper! No hope.
The pass few days of the papers was fine.
I managed to do it finely.? hahaha.
Well, i just hope i did well for all the papers. *pray hard*
Aniweys, maths paper 2 and english paper 2 was SHIT!
Now, i will conclude that i am not able to pass my freakin english lahh!
paper 1 was horrible. paper 2 was doubley horrible!
i don't understand the passage! sheeeeeeesh.
Wadever, it done aniweys!
maths paper 2, i don't dare to say anything.
It's fine yet tough too. Thank god, i pass the paper 1. =)

So few more papers left.. FASTER! i want it to end soooooon!
arrrrrghh.
Adilah has been the one sitting beside me during these examinations period.
She is being a total moronic arse! Nevertheless, she is still as sweeet as a candy when she wants too.=)) haha.
I heart her despite all my harsh harsh words. You should know that i was just joking, rite.
I love ya girl! <3

OoKies, Will be meeting up with the my another dearest girl, JANNAH to mug together.
Im gonna study my chemistry! Wooooooooooo!
alritey den, tata!!

im tired!

2006-05-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

It 12.41 a.m, im still wide awake!
oops, fret not, im half dead actually!!
haha.
I thought of, sleeping when i reach home just now.
But instead, i went to msn and juju asked me about maths.
And, we actually do together through msn until now..
haha. yeah, abit difficult, to type and do at the same time.
But, it is just so cool la. heh.
I have been really really tired lately and moody at the same time.
BOOOOOOOO!

Ouhkays, put that aside.
So me, jannah and her gangs have been meeting up and studying at the mac
together OFTEN. hah.
Which is better in the sense that, i DID study ok. Rather than at home,
i WILL switch on the computer, doing something that is wasting of time, yeah.
chatting and surfing the net OR doing my coursework! hah. I won't study!
It is just soooooo tempting, baby!

Thank you guys for having me to be in your circle of frens. HAAH!
Eventhough, we just got to know one another like only this year?
Yet, i assume.. we are getting along, just fine. =))
Thank you so much. I don't regret to befriend with you ppl!

Ryte, i went to the aunty house just now at Boon Lay.
Grandmama was sick and she stayed there for few weeks, i guess.
Got to see my dearest niece, lutfil hadi.
Oh maaaan, he is so effing cute and he's sweeet. haha. I love that baby!

OK!.
the bed is calling meeeeee.
Gotta blast.
take care and have a nice day!

ultraviolet.

2006-05-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

The exam fever has already started.

SIAK UH!
malay paper 2 was effing tough, ouhkay!
MCQ was shit! i don't understand..
The words are so chim. *SIGHHHHH.
Well, i hope the compo will help me with the marks if i do badly fer the p2.

So, 4 papers have over and done with.
I still have my english paper 2 next week.
Speaking of which, my english compo 1 is horrible!
Not much hope to pass.
Arghhhhh. This is all due to my carelessness fornot reading the stupid question properly.
Wadever, it`s over. I cant do anything about it.
all that i can do is, to do well for the paper 2 which i HOPE it will be easy, pretty please?
hmmph.

Nothing much happen lately. Everyone are busy preparing and mugging for exams!
I wonder how it will be like during the N level.
I am feeling it! I know it is going to be bomb! Ouhkay, whatever it means.
Monday is going to be MATHS p1 and PHYSICS!
I really need to buck up on my science. It`s getting worst. =(

Well, to all who is having their examintaions going on, GOOD LUCK yeahh!
Take care. Bye. =))

a never ending dream

2006-05-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

i`ve just finish bloghopping and just feel the urge to update here. heh.
hmm, so today was a holiday. And it is already the month of MAY which also tells me that exam will be starting in a few more days.
Alryte, believe it or not, i already did start on my revision. YES! ouhkay, but not fully. Notes are ready and just waiting for me to read them up.
Geography is one of them. And i badly wanna pass that subject. Any one of the Combined humanities will do actually. But i don't really favour social studies. So yeah, geography! im going to get ya! err.
ouhkay, wadever!
my both legs are aching due to whatever reasons. They hurt real bad. That`s saaaad.
School starts tomorrow, i can't wait! Mock test for physics tomorrow after school.
The previous test was badly done. And i mean, reaaaaaaaally bad. I don't wish to elaborate.
As it is really sucks! so pathetic, siak.

Arh, so i`ll stop here.. Im worn-out!. Tata.

happy! :)

2006-04-25T15:14:00.000+08:00

im ecstatic!!
i`ve knew that im gng to do really bad for my common test.
instead, i actually pass my english paper!
HAHAA.
yes, im happy!
i`ve never pass my english paper since the start of term 1.
im glad i did for this.
yessar. =))
the rest of the common test was still fine.
EXCEPT for my mathematics.
i really need to buck up and get back all the informations on the
sec 3 topics. I`ve been forgetting every one of them.
ini tak boleh jadik nik.

So we had physics remedial just now after school.
Sat beside tat adilahprasantanprincess was madness and irritating.
like TOTALLY!. haha.
laughing and doing our work in the same time.
nvm, she will get it if my physics get low marks.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA. <33
Saw jannah and kikim on the way bacck..weeeeee!~

Ouhryte, so the thornsel and flu strikes me agane.
im sick!
must have eaten the mangoes that leads to this.
*siggh.
i can't afford to be absent for atleast this week.
exams starts next thursday.
and i don't think im fully prepared.
this sucks.
im buzzin off. tata.

melancholy moments

2006-04-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

im not being me for this few days.
YES!. im being someone else.
a sadistic girl with a pathetic life.?

this week is just bad. and that`s saaaaad.
and worst, it is the common test week.
and i`ve got the feeling, im going to do really bad.
sheeesh. what a week!!

i`ve nothng to update.
as usual, check check check it-out the livejournal.
more updates there.
so, tata for now.
chao.

he`s cute la!

2006-04-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

hello, lovely ones.
School has been pretty fine because i`ve not been absenting from school anymore, atleast for now. yey!
Chemistry test just now was fine. Only if know, i would have read up the whole chemistry paper that Mr tan had gave us few days back. BECAUSE, the paper was mostly the same.
Darn*
And, i was kinda pissed off since my FNN coursework, still not fine yet.. Aduh, biler mau game seh.?
Despite, finishing my oh-so-tedious-coursework and mugging-by-just-flipping-thru-the-bk, i got to know few new friends. Jannah, has been one of them and i totally love her like how i love my close frens. She`s just so easy going and frenly. We met up at my bus stop few days back, she was so freakin frenly la. REALLY. As if, we have known each other like 4 years. (i dunno why 4 years?the number just 'ploop' in my mind, haha') She stop by to give me the souveniors she bought for me while she was at Bangkok last week. I was so effing touch and shock that she actually remember me where we only communicate thru msn, like ONLY and not more den that. Omigosh. And i love the key chains, so keeeeyute.
Thanks girl. And, sheeeeeesh, we have been meeting up quite lately. haha. Nevertheless, i still hearts her alot. My frens, too.! Weeeeeeeeeee!

Napfa test tomorrow, suckiness! I hate incline pull ups. Can i skip that, pretty please? haa!
Ouhhkies, nothing more to blabber about. Gotta blast. taaa.
Ouh yeaah, if u guys are actually waiting fer the song at my blog to play, better dun. Coz, actually, i have deleted the song. Just tat, i am lazy to delete away the media player music box. hah! sowie.

gracious nights

2006-03-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

hello.
I`ve up my mind not to delete this blog.
As i think its really really precious. (:
i love this bloggy.
Lots of memories that are supposed NOT be deleted away.
yey.
Not to forget, i`ve also.. change my blogskin.
ekekekek.
Oh my, instead of revising for the Ns, i`m doing sumtin else.
haha.
Ouhkies, i`m not gonna update alot here.
Once a week maybe.
I`ll often update in Livejournal.
people, u gotta try it. It`s hip, cool, fun and like you all alwes like, it is EASY.
taaa.

lj.

2006-03-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

aloha!
I`ve already make an acc for livejournal.
And im still thinking if i would want to close this blog.
hmmph.
*thinks*
In the meantime, maybe some of you will like to check it out.
http://deedadadee.livejournal.com

rage and disappointed.

2006-03-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

Well, im still sad.
If some of you are curious about the previous entry.
Yea, im gonna tell you now and i don`t care any of your comments after this.
SOME of you will be laughing your heads off and look down on us or wadever it is,
we don`t give a taik. OK. No offence too yeah.
Alright, so we are not qualified for semi-final. Who knows that Monday was our last game.
Sorry girls, our hardwork doesn't paid off. Yes, we are still very upset and disappointed about it.
Well, the guys cheered us up. Thanks people. <3 People just doesn't want to have a fair game with us. Because they hate us. Which until now, i still don`t get it. Be it, in club and school tournaments. Imbecile umpire who always being biased. I know some jerks out there who read my blog will think that im such a pity girl who blabber shits and trying to ask for sympathy or wadsoever. Well, fyi, i don`t and i don`t need one. Im just stating the fact. If only you realise. Not happy about, tag my board. Oh, sorry. Better don`t waste your energy typing shits. Coz, i simply don`t care.
It seems that fairness doesn't exist anymore. Well, like i said, cowards are always cowards.
Not to forget, congrats for the boys who have made to the semis! (:
Taa.

MADNESS

2006-03-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

OMG!

Tell me that this is not fucking true.
It hurts real bad.
People all hate us. But why?
Why can`t they be themselves.
WHY?
This is bull shit. Totally.
There is no more. No more.
Let this end in a very harsh manner.
Im so sad.
This is unfair. Or maybe it isn't.
GOD is fair. You play wit fire u get burn.
This is madness.
I don wanna talk no more. Argh.

Mercy me

2006-03-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

It`s 12.45 now and i am already back home.
There will be sports heat this afternoon and we released early today.
Had 3 tests in a row just now. Mother Tongue, English and Social Studies.
MT was fine. English make me go berserk! I don`t understand what the passage is crapping.
The words used are all extremely chim. I was on the verge to just give up everything and leave blank.
But, '..do not leave any blank, just do it..' alwes in my head. So, i decided to finish them all, with craps. Oh well, who knows, those craps are the correct ones. hehe.
No comment about Social Studies. I studied. And i tried my best to imply what i have leant to the questions. Let`s hope it turns out to be a pass.

N-level fever, i have feel it. This is just the beginning, but i cannot take it. It is too unbearable. help me.
After the upcoming march holidays, im going to buck up on my weak subjects..I can do it. Yes, i can.=)

kambing biri-biri, wolf wolf.

2006-03-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

So, our game was today.
and hooray, we won!!
A golden goal by Farah!
Which was the last minute to end of the game.
I was brought to forward and honestly, i know nuts.
Basically, i was just standing there, trying to adapt to the position.
I was bewildered trying to think what am i supposed to do.
If i need to move forward or mark the man who is quite far though from me.
A thousands of questions are popping in my head.
I know wad's so hard of playing forward. Yeah, it`s true. But this is my first time ever.
And sucks, when i was changed in the middle of the game. boohoo.
But shit that man, the main point here is that the girls all play well, especially the defence!
wee! mwaahs to u guys.
Let`s hope that we are through. =))
Tanks to the Almighty. Let`s pray hard that we are thru to the semi`s.
And don`t forget about your common tests! haha. =X oops.

we`ll meet again.

2006-03-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

There`s no luck.
2 down against Northland.
Umpire are just ___________.
Weather sucks like hell.
Come on girls, we can do it on monday.
PEACE.

I`m back!

2006-03-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

It`s sucks when the computer is down when i really need it.
Luckily, there`s my sister labtop that atleast i can do some research and stuffs eventhough, sometimes, it is extremely slow which alwes got me pissed off. But now, my computer is back and i`m back too. heh. Now, i can do my coursework comfortably. YEYness. =)

As wise, like any other students, I am busily mugging for the major exam. Not really mugging yet, but finishing up homeworks and coursework. It`s really hard and often gets spinning. I`ve got alot of things to do but so little time. I`ve got Social studies debate which im gonna share later. Malay speech and of cause, tests! Next week is totally pack! Alryte, back to the debate i was talking about. We did it just now and it turned up real funny, i guess. haha. The first trial was bad. Yes, bad. Basically, ME as the second speaker was speechless. I can`t talk for nuts! I dun even know what i need to say. Dammit. Second trial was much better. So, i didn't talk much. I blabber craps. The rest of the speakers are good, though, for their first time. Good job. =)
I guess, this is my first and last time to get involve in this type of thang. lol.

Moving along to my daily doings, It`s been really really tired. Getting involve in Hockey for both school and club. After school hours. And back home to finish up the coursework. Arrgh. Gotta burn midnight oil. I bet im going through hell. Wait, I already did!

I`ll update whenever im free.

not updating!

2006-02-23T08:16:00.000+08:00

hello to my beautiful readers.
Im not going to update often.
Since my computer is down now.
Due to the freakin spoilt modem.
Let`s hope everything gonna be alright!
Coz I WAN TO DO MY FNN COURSEWORK!
dammit.
take care everybody and be good to your mommy and daddy, ok.
haha.
taaaaa.

random pictures.

2006-02-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

This is the point of time when i was drooling over gothic-gothic stuffs.
So, is this supposed to be one? haha, totally NO idea, ok!

Shampoo-ing is fun!

2006-02-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yes indeed. The tittle says it all! haha.
BUT, im not gonna blabber abt shampoo and stuffs.
Maybe some other time, perhaps? hehe.
Well,had 2.4 km run during PE lesson just now.
And the result is TREMENDOUSLY bad. Take note of the purple, underlined word.
I can`t believe tat im such a slow dummie. And this has really proved me tat im just not a slow dummie in my studies but also in fitness. Not that im trying to say, i was fast initially. Do you get what i mean? bleaaaaah.
Alryte, wadever. So the timing was 12.55 secs. Yes, it is true that i still pass but that is not what i expected. Because, last year i got 11.++ secs. I was targeting at least 10 minutes. Arghh!. Or maybe a lack of energy? Since there was game yesterday?
-_-" arh, wadever. The result is still sucks.

Mr [insertTHATARSHOLEnamehere], is such an idiot. urgh!. I bet he doesn't know what tired really means. Ouhkay, basket. I dun wanna talk anymore because it wastes time. Futhermore, he still sucks. Nothing can change that. BACIN!

We just gotten the REGISTRATION FOR GCE N LEVEL EXAMINATIONS. I think this is somekind for reference. I can`t believe im taking my N level this year. WOW, time flies really fast. BOOOOO~
At time, i was filled with anxiety that what if im not gonna do well for my N level. And what if, i`m gonna enter ITE.(please, im not saying that it is a bad thing. But i just wish tat i could enter poly cause that`s what i want.) Arrghh. Teachers has been giving us targets and etc. Which is kinda high, though. mmm, well, i guess i just need to study extremely hard to get to their expection. Oh well. ;))*

Gotta blast,
uddulu-aurevoir-aufiyenseh-cau-cinta-teh.
Means, GOODBYE.

~today mark the day you went to a different world. 12th years. I really miss you, daddy.

Hey JUDE~

2006-02-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hello loves!
Just came back from hockey match.
So the score is yuhua-6 and Punggol-0.
Sadly, we played kinda bad in the first half. Boo~
Punggol can play. Luckily, we ain`t that over confident or we will doom.
Aniweys, some girls from punggol are just bitch, ok. REALLY.

Moving along to other thangs. So, school has been pretty fine except tat im at the border
of slacking. Hmmph. Im trying to stay focus in class. Luckily, there`s my gurlfrens who alwes add spice to my days in school. HOORAY. mwaahs to them. =))
There`s PHYSICS and MATHS test tmr. How can they just make two test in one day. Sucks, seh!
There might be training too after skool. BLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAH!.
We are all tired, laaaaah. Dammit.

I`ll end my shit here, bye.

~and hooray, we talk just now. GRIN.

LYRICS.

2006-02-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

the stroke-you only live once.

Some people think they're always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice (oh-ho)
Inside they might feel sad and wrong (oh no)
Twenty-nine different attributes
Only seven that you like
Twenty ways to see the world (oh-ho)
Twenty ways to start a fight (oh-ho)
Oh don't don't don't get out
So I can see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you
Men don't notice what they got
Women think of that a lot
One thousand ways to please your man (oh-ho)
And neither one requires a plan (I know)
And countless dire religions, too
It doesn't matter which to choose (oh no)
One stubborn way to turn your back (oh-ho)
I guess I've tried and I refuse (oh-ho)
Oh don't don't don't get out
So I can see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you
Alright
Shut me up
Shut me up
And I'll get along with you

untitled.

2006-02-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hello people. =)
I was effing bored. And i decided to edit few pixes. Yeh!.
Trng in the morning just now was fine. Except i was kinda exhausted since there was game the day before. And worst, i got stomache upset early in the morning. SUCKS, yeah! there`s beep test and i failed. My calves were in pain. If only they can talk. haaaaah. Well, we lose yesterday BUT we played quite well during the second half. We didn't conceed any goals. First half was bad, but not that really bad. Some stupid mistakes here and there we made. ARrrgh! Maybe there`s no LUCK for us. We got i-dunno-how-many-shots-there-were to get the freakin ball in the goal. But it doesn't want to go in. blueks. But NVM, we will gonna meet theresians agane! PLEASE! I want to meet them agane and win!. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRH.

okok, so jonathan told me tat monday is gonna be half day for yuhua students. HOORAY. Since the O level results seems to be very good And Mr LOH AI was happy. haha. =)
yeh yeh.

Those were took when we hang out tgter a week ago. ~

till here. daaaa~

jada-kiss.

2006-02-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

Im extremely tired.
aaaaarrrgh.
So i was late agane fer like 133596487723169 times.
OMG, i can`t believe this. I`m actually delay-delaying in my studies and stuffs.
DEE!!, u are taking N-level this year OUHKAY!!.
N-LEVEL! not somekind of mid year exams like sec 1s and sec 2s!
This is one of the MAJOR exam which could have an effect for my future.
*ssssssiiiiiiiiighhhhh.

I cannot take it anymore. I`m tired and exhausted. But i just can`t back out last minute
after all those torture and trngs and furthermore, the team is lack of players. And now just nice to play the game with only 11 players, with 2 RESERVE! urggh. bad bad. I don`t want to be a selfish person to leave the team like tat since everyone is tired too and still studying and need to focus too in studies. OH WELL.
I just need to endure for a few more mnths and trng will be off for a while. PLEASE!! i really need that, man!

Im also sad that, i don`t get number 18 for my B` girls jersey. IM SAD! This is my first time ever. NOT fair. Everything sucks! I hope our game would not be SUCKS! aaaaaaaaargh.
Well, the B boys game starts tomorrow. So, good luck boys. May the force be with you. =))

Aryte, i`ll end my shits here. TAAAAAAAA~

blablablacksheep.

2006-02-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

mom`s getting annoyed with me having trng everyday since wednesday.
i told her that there`s trng today. She was pissed off. I don`t dare to go against her.
But how abt the game tomorrow. URGHhH..
I think im going to take a break from CSC, since i am way behind in my studies. I can`t focus no more. And i guess im gonna finish my B girls and gonna start mugging. Shitness la. My confident has gone down. I got the feelings that im not gonna able to continue SEC 5. OMG!. no way. SLAP me for thinking that way.
Im off.

tittle it yourself, dude.

2006-01-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

so, today`s agenda was to visit mak long in hospital only. =)
Alhamdullilah that she is fine. yeh to her! haha.
Met most of cousins there. There were 4 beds in that room.
There wasn't anyone on one of the bed so that make it to 3 patients in that room.
But, i dunno lah if it is our fault that, ONE of the patient changed to other room.
As we were extremely noisy in there lyke nobody business. Talking loudly. lol.
It is not purposely. But what do you expect, when the kecohrable family came.?
haaaa. We might even forget that the hospital is a hospital. haaa. But we don`t care.
Everyone were laughing and talking happily. Luckily, The patient infront of my aunt could bare with the noisiness. haha. She was praying for like an hour since we came. hmmp. oh well.
Atlast, i could see my nephew baby lulfil hadi? Is that how it i spelled.? no idea... haha.
I`ve not seen him since he was born. and Woosh, he is utterly cute, man!. *faints* Soon, another of my cousin came with his 3 lil kids. WOW! that room can be the babies rooms. They were oh-so-extremely-dooply-cute.!!!!! arrghs.

Alright, so school starts tmr. SUCKS. Yeah yeah. Not even that, i`ve hockey game in the night. Before that, i`ve trng. What a day to start with.. I wan more holidays can. Pretty please on a cherry ontop with sprinkle of sugars and chocolate rice. =P

Ouhkays, im pretty tired now and i want to sleep. Have a nice day in school people. haha.
Bye.

Home sweet Home

2006-01-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly,

GONG XI FA CAI, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

especially to those who is celebrating it.
have a nice day ahead, ouhkay people.? hehe.

So, my day is great as i got to laze and slack arnd at my home.
It feels so gooooooood. that`s why they called it a home sweet home baby!
the best place ever. =))`
Basically, i didn't nothing worth..haaaa. Unless, sleeping and slacking and eaaaat are included.?
*grins.

My tummy is bloating after a lot of eating and eating non-stop. My oh My.

Oh, NEW layout is up. It took me at least an hour. NOT included the time i waste asking people iif they have photoshop coz` my photoshop is shit man. I can`t save as jpeg. .. URGHh.
But like finally, i could save it. *phewwwww.

Few days back, i hang out with sabie and haini. Farid, Farhan and Shafiq came den. WE had loads of fun. Chilled at the riverside. The scenery was awesome and the wind blowing my hair and my cheeeeeks. It just feels great. How i wish, my life will be like that forever. PEACEful. Not forgetting, the performance by i-dunno-knw-them band. Quite cool too!
Pictures credits to Haini`s camera. She`s lazy to online.. so I have `not get the pictures yet. I will put up once i received , yeah..

So i was sick few days back too. Thornsel and Flu-s are what i always got. SICK-ening. Oh WELL.
Guess i`ll end my shit here.
Till the next entry. ONCE agane, GONG XI FA CAI. =)

DAAAAAA!

HELLO, ALEX! =)

urgh.! i hate paul with moustache.

Wondering who are they? they are..

flu, flu go away.

2006-01-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

The flu is getting on my nerves!
I didn't attend hockey today. I cant take it anymore. I feel like chopping off my nose and put it back agane few days later. arrrrrrgh. It`s getting worser and worser and worrrrrrser..
My body temperature is wierd. it keeps changing and at time i will feel very very cold and the next point of time, i will feel really really warm.
I wanna meet Mr doc tomorrow. UrGGhhh!

Well, lessons were fine. Most of the teachers weren't in school today. Are we supposed to be YIPPEE? haaaaa.
And like, at lasssssst.. We have finish up with our kindness cheers.. YEHNESS.
It`s coming to the end of the month. Overall, January 2006 ain't a good month for me. Or maybe, i was trying to settle down BUT everything was really rushing. I still can`t adapt to it yet. I hope February 06 will be better followed by the rest.

I guess i`ll end here. Ohh, i extremely hate LISA from the american next top model, ouhkay. She is a total bi-atch. Duncha think so? =\

hello agane.

2006-01-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

a BIG hello to my dearest readers.
It has been quite a LONG time since i update.
I`ve been kinda busy with hockey and studies. yeaah rite, studies! ahah.
oh well.
I tried my best to focus in class. But the problem is, i might undertsand the topics tat teacher taught me. But when it comes to test, my brain is totally block. And i cant even do simple simple maths question. That`s bad, huh!

Alright, I`ve been having training for this whole week to be estimated. And there`s even trng tmr!! Omg. Im exhausted! Game just now was fine except for the transferation of the ball and the play was kinda slow. I play shit just now. And i know i can be better. I must have the confidence and i hope i can play much much much better for the next game. I watched this malaysia channel on hockey. I managed to watch only the last part though. But i got to catch wad he said at the end of the show, "to be a better player, u need to train and word harder and have a confidence on yourself." haaaaa... Their trng was superb and im so the jealous on how fast they play.

Moving along to my daily doings. I`ve been blog hopping for the last few days. I`ve been wanting to update but im too lazy and tired and dun`t have any ideas wad to blabber about. And obviously, i`ve been readding other ppl`s blog and there are alot and alot of criticizing , swearing and stuffs. OH MY. And this has come to my attention that they are swearing for over such a tiny problem. Ridiculous isn't it? Oh well, KIDS nowadaes. Whatever it is, they are still a KID, though.

Anyways, there`s a new word i wanna share with you people. SERENDIPITOUS. means a happy accident. =)
I`ve been reading this book tittled 'Grecian Holiday' quite a good book. I was reeading through and got to found out few nice and new words. ;)

There`s a geog test tmr, i supposed. Im so lazy to study, ouhkay!. URGHHHh.
I guess i`ll end up here.

toorah. Have a nice day ahead.

laazzy.

2006-01-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

So i decided to go for nat trial for today as i just wanna try and i hope there will be runnings
coz i`ve not been running like a week, ouhkay! and the babats now are growing. (wow, that`s a really long sentence, hah.)
I didn't go yesterday as i was effing lazzy. Yesterday was an extremely lazy lazy day for me. hmmph.
I think i`ve grown fatter, am i? Or am i just suffering from anorexic. lols. Arrhh, whu cares. All that i know is that im getting fatter. I`ve one big fat pack of babats. Oh well.
It has been raining for the whole week, it stops and starts agane.. macam biskut; kejap ader. kejap takder. wakakakak. merepek siak.
And as it alwes rain, the weather is effing cooling BUT it causes me sneezing almost everytime. dumbb. That`s make me sick. Well, they said that my body resistance is low. HA HA HA. Maybe that might be the cause, hor?

No wearing jacket? Is this somekind of lamest rule the school has make. The weather is cold, OUHKAY? sheesh. weirdness. And for god sake, jacket are not meant for only sick people. We all are shivering.. dammit. arrrrrh. I wonder what other rules they will come out with.

Alright, i stink like a piece of rotten banana. hah! I wanna take a warm shower. See ya.

where are you!!

2006-01-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

im pissed! my precious Identification Card when missing at.. home! gosbum!
i couldn't find it. Usually, i placed it in my 3 level so called locker box except that it doesn't have any key. hmmph. And like in sudden, i tot of checking my ic. But it wasn't in the normal place.
dumbbb.!
I remembered that i changed wallet and put the ic somewhere. And im sure i put in it the locker agane!!
I had checked everywhere. But it is nowhere to be found. Im scaredd.! I bet it is still somewhere in the house coz i remembered i put it together with my old old time bus pass!. shit larh.
I need to brainstorm agane and think where i had misplaced it! uurghh.

Anyway, yesterday shiffa accompanied me to queensway as i want to buy a new turfshoe. Still, it is a lotto one. But i prefer this color than my current on. The sole of the current one ain`t no longer good and the grip isn't that strong anymore. I could slip anytime. on turf, i mean. Actually, i wanted to get this silver adidas one which cost 80++. BUT, i`ve ardy found that smiliar shoe which only cost 69 bucks.like only! And it is below my budget! I was so happy but there wasn't any size. Size 11 was the last piece and it was super big!. oh well. Not my luck. And i stick with the lotto one. It is nice too. Black and kinda goldy silvery plus 2% of yellowish. hah. Which only cost 40 bucks! Worth it and im confident with the brand too. It last long. =)

Here i am wanna wish all the muslim people out there,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI! May allah bless you with good health and love.

tata.

migraine sucks big time.

2006-01-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

I didn't attend school today due to the migraine attacking me early in the morning.
My head was really heavy as if there`s a gigantic(sp) rock in it. I simply abhor having migraine bcoz when it attacked, i cant possibly do any work. Like in this case, i cant go to school. dammit.
Im totally bored now. I even cant go for hockey training though if im fine now, i still can`t. If i insist, mom will be saying stuffs like, "skola tak pegi. Hockey pegi.!". hmmp.

Oh well, i bet im missing loads of stuffs had in school today. I gotta ask from my frens what they did in class.
I cant take it anymore. This thing is making me insane! Bye.

sleepysleepy.

2006-01-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

Third day of school has been pretty fine for me. =)
Im beginning to love school except for the fact i need to wake up as early as 6, which usually delayed till 6.30 in the morning. Despite that, I still and trying my best not to skip school without any good reason. As I`ll be taking N-level this year and i want to pass good results! yeyness!
But the sad thing is, certain subjects really put me or to be precise all the rest of my classmate to sleep. I tried my best to stay awake but it won`t stay long. I`ve not yet experienced for any other lessons yet. But, english lesson has been my so called "sleeping lesson". Mrs Siva had told us a few warning and the important once was not to lay our heads on the table. And i did what she told. But the temptation to lay my head on the table is gazillion high! Atleast a few minutes will do. lmao.
I heart my partner in crime, angel!. She is really something, ouhkay!. She`s fun and she even laugh at my most lamest joke. She`s cool. We will be laughing our heads and toes off whenever we can. And i could get along with her already. Actually, i already did. Oh well. I heart her loads!And today was totally fun!
There`s a meeting after school with Ms Lee. Well, now i will agree with everyone that she`s not that bad afterall, instead she has good sense of humour, lols. Really. She`s wonderful excluding the "caught-ing" part. hahaha.
There`s a sec 1 orrientation just now but i didn't manage to catch my sec 3s girls performing on stage. shit. I don`t really know how yuhua hockey will be like in the future. I hope our future yuhuan highfliers could train harder and win championships agane. Oh well.
Ouhkaay then, my house now is in mess. And i feel like having a free house makeover. arrrrrgh!
dammit.

school is dreadful.

2006-01-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yeaap. Precisely. hehekx. but that`s exclude seeing my beloved frens. *winks.
however, no matter how dreadful it is, there`s no way for me to be lazy anymore.
As far as i know N-level is just a few months away and i cant afford to play around, atleast for now...
Well, first day of school turned out to be fine than i thought. I was kinda scared to come in coz i was alone. And i didn`t know where am i supposed to line up. But thanks to dearest JUJU that i saw her and went to join the queue. As usual, lots and lots of students got caught early in the morning due to their appearances, colored-hair and etc. hmmph.
And the best part was, most ( i think) of the sec 4s are all at the same level! yeyness! =]
Few teachers came in and went through what we are going to do throughout the year. And my prediction is correct...we going to start mugging and mugging. courseworks here and there. and more mugging. Sometimes, i can't believe that im ardy sec 4 and taking my 2nd major exam! Oh My God, ouhkay!.
And skool ends with the principal talk about academic and stuffs.

Aniways, I went to countdown at JE swimming complex few days back. And one word, AWESOME. I nvr went to such event before. really. And i this is my first time. Reach home arnd 1 in the morning was a really something for me. lols. The party was greatness and the crowd was madness! Moreover, when the Anugerah`s boys sang. OH MY! shouting their lungs out! They are crazy and not to forget me snapping the camera to take their and the favourite artist`s picturee! ahah. And joined as crazy as them... oooooooohhh, i`m lovin` it!..teehee.. I`ve update my p.album. check it out, yo!

Oh well, i praying reallly hard that my 2006 will be great and fill with happiness. And i`ll try to put away the bad ones that i had during 2005 and learnt from the mistakes i made and not to do it this year. AMIN.

pictures

2005-12-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

Below are the pics we took during the gurls day out! =)
weee. we had so much fun! Including the heavy rain scene! ahhas.
might have another outing on monday!.weeee! cant waiitt! enjoys!

there`s more at my photo album. haf fun!
And tag lehh! =)

arrgg!

2005-12-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

I just hate them sumtimes. With their fuggin attitude.
Whom alwes talk and talk and talk abt boyfrens between themselves every min, every sec!.
i Knew they are freakin attached, and are both HAPPY WITH THEIR friggin boyfrens! i guess.
But, not almost everytime and sit just one corner and wad else, TALK ABOUT thier BOYFRIENDS!agane! dumbwits!
And there, im just a loner who sit there like one dunggu hearing your chitchating about the boys!
dumb. totally. Im absolutely fine with you peeple if wanna talk abt ur boyfrens.. And me, ? talk to the wall? Atleast, talk to me and for goodness sake, talk abt sumtin else la!
I got bored, okay. eventhough u did tell me certain stuffs about themm. Yeaahh, atleast u did tell me few secrets abt them!. guess, im not totally left out. arrghh! But i still hate it and totally abhor their attitudes!
I may sound like one typical bitch who seek for your attention. Ouhkay, i do and like duh, who doesn`t!!!? Coz, both of you are busy with your dearriee dearriee!! arrrrghhhhhhh!!You can ask me to join you guys, instead of me who alwes join you ppl and im not tat kind of person which will like to knw all abt ur personal stuffs unless you wanna tell me too. And i dunno wah am i supposed to do? to join or just heck care.. but i alone OKAY!!? Guess, i will just hang out with senior gurls! better i guess! But i got no other choice at times, i join ur conversation n like wad other ppl advised me too when the people u are closed too doesn't approach and chitchat together with you..Im sick and tired. I can endure, but afterawhile, i think i cant. I might be showing atitudes but seriously i dunt mean too. But situation force me too & I could'nt take it animore!!! Atleast, do have a slight thought for me.. I have no other really, and i mean really really really close frens bsides you guys in the team. I may go with the others but still, they will have their own secrets to talk to each other and it wouldn't feel nice if im there tooo..

you may think im a freakin sensitive person, yeah i bet i do.! But sumtimes, it really hurts alot.
And i think im fine now. All the way home, i was cursing to myself not until i reach home and relax my hearts out and asap, to splurge everything out in here. i simply love my blog.=) But, im still sadd.

alright, trng just now was a hell, agane. The rain was heavy. And we need to do alot and alot of exercise till most of us just wanna faint. We had a simliar trng ystrdy but this one even tougher!
hah. Tournaments are just arnd the corner and our opponents are way fitter than us. And i bet that`s the reason why manjit want us to train real hardd.!hhaks. tak bleh ang seh!

Andd now, im waiting fer my dearriee dear dyla to watch countdown at je complex! hhmmph.

newyear.

2005-12-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

I have nothing much to comment about 2005. coz, i guess it is still the same like any other year. Unlike the case happened at the beginning of year really made my world berserk!. how i wish, i had a time machine and start all over agane. But well, that`s just gonna be a dream. I really miss them and the happiness and the sorrowness we go thru together. ;) Ouhkay, i dun wan to remember abt the past animre.. Let`s throw the bad memories and start a new year. yeyness!
So, like any other human beings. I, Nadhirah, has make a few of new year resolutions.

1) First and foremost, To do well in my N-level and to take O-level.
2) To not being a lazy oink oink. heeeez
3) Continue hockey till whenever?
4) To not being such a sensitive person. Im gonna be a strong person!

I bet there`s more. But my brain now is BLOCK. really. hhaha.
I will update it soon if i get anymre idea.. wkakakakakak.
Ouhkay den, Im gotta pack my stuffs fer trng later. Chao.

Oh, did i mention that, ystdy`s trng was HELL, ok.

i can`t wait!

2005-12-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for later!!
im going out with my fav gurlies!
weeeeeee!
i want to haf real fun fun fun!!
As far as i knw, today is the only hol that im gonna spent it worthwhile.
whahhahahhahahaha!!.
worthwhile as in enjoy!! wkakakakak.
slackinn.. hhmmph..
ijust cant wait. ;))
and, happy bdae to derrickk! =)
toorah! ...

picture says a thousand words.

2005-12-27T12:53:00.000+08:00

i`m lazy to update in words. So, i update pictures insteadd. hehe. , yeah whatever!.
Im being freakin lazy oink oink to update all the picturees. there`s 50 over pictures, OKAY. i bet u all will get bored see-ing our FACES by then. yeha, u wanna see more, u know where to go ritee.! chao.

bullsheets.

2005-12-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

Okay, so i dind`t update the past few days, which is like duhh! ahahs..
Had a blast on saturday. hang out with sis and my future bro-in-law. Bro Amli!. ;)
Initially, we wanted to watch the lighting as it was x`mas. There will be loads and loads of b-e-a-tiful color lightss... But town was totally way crowded and it feels like the whole singaporeans is there. Oh my god! hmmm. Bro amli also wanted to treat us at swenson due to his award winning fer being the best employee of the year, congrats yo!. hehe. But the queue was extremely long tat they started to change their mind to go somewhere else. So yeah, we went to chinatown swenson insteadd. It is much much relaxing there. Not to crowded.. just nicee. oooohh, luvin it.

We ate loadds of sumptious foods! thanks for the treats, yeaahh! <3
We camwhored,yyyiipeeee!.. but, i`ve nopt uploaded it yett. coz im too lazy to do it. teehee.
Well, so yestrdy .. had a jemputan at tampines.. =) The jemputan`s went fine except tat the later part it doesn't turn incredibly good especially for me.. shiittness. I just hate it when it came.. booohooo. I wish i just could had a hothot chocolate drink and a panadol and a comfy bed to rest on tat time. The pain was totally tak bleh tahan siot!...

Skool`s gonna reopen soon! and one word. suckyness! Im not ready for skoool yet. And i going to take N-LEVEL!. arrgh!. mmm, how i wish i could more longer breaak.

im just not readddy. I don`t feel my holidays! i really am. =(

nneww layyouut

2005-12-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

yey im bored!
so i changed a new layout! =)
a week, 3 time layout is changed..
madness.
well, i just don`t find the previous-es layout nicee.
But im just deeply in love with this layout!. shheessh.
ahaha. im lovin it, mann!

hhooraays! next week is o-f-f! I wanna go out and haf fun wif my gurlies!
yeyness!

aryyte, peeps. I wanna watch tv. chao.

none

2005-12-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

hello.
My precious holidays are filled with hockey almost everyday.
And im getting really really tired. Which sometimes, made me really get bored of it.
hahah. I`m not complaining neither am i thought of quiting, atleast, for now.
But, haaiis. i dunno la. hmmph.

Wokkays, atleast i don`t have trng today which i SUPPOSED to have but im too exhausted to go fer skool`s trng. Luckily, this is the last week of the skool trng and hooooray. more time for me to hang out with my beloved gurlfrens which i have looking forward to go out wif dem. yeyness!

Yestrdy`s was the N level results! wooots. congrats to those who had pass! =)
And to those who failed, don`t be sad aitee! This is not the end of the world! You still have time and study harder next time and sure you can go farr. ;)

I`m feeling the pressure of the N`s, yet i still busy with my own world. hahs. I`m still in the hols mood! wooots!
I think i need to get myself prepared for the "WAR" soon. =P

I`m getting myself frustrated on each time when im trying to edit pictures lately. I dunno wad happen to my editing skills which i know it is still not pro yet, but atleast... let me edit nicely agane laaa! ... all not nice arddy. like shiits seh noww! hmmph! =_(

And peeps, tag my tagggiie! winks* ....

WWE fever!

2005-12-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

oh man. i starting to get addicted with wrestling shows.
hiak hiak hiak! coolness!.
Ystrdy`s on survivor series was awesome la dey!
John cena who is alwes so extreme-ist hawt and cute although he looked kinda short, but hu cares. actually in actual fact, he`s 185cm! wooots!He is still the champ, bebeh! K.angle was sheeeeshh! A cheater, i culd say. But that still doesn't made he gain the championship!. ooooh, i just love john cena! wkakakakak!. madness!

Anihoos, There`s trng and game later on at CCAB against the teck why-ians. hmmph. With under manjit`s trng, they are kinda good fer a SEC 1, OK! wuauakakahahaa!

Aryttee, i need to pack my stuffs now.
au revoir!

MR rain?

2005-12-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

why issit alwess mr sunshine?
where`s mr rain?
hmmph.

RETROLICIOUS.

2005-12-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

yiipeep!
i`ve ardy updated my photoalbum on during our malacca trip, yo.
feel free to view it, people.

and, as u can see.. this is the new layout which i had made by myself WITH the help of my mr photoshop. weee~
i knw it is ugly.. But, wad do u expect frm a first timer. hahas.

aryte. Im off.

weeeee~

2005-12-14T10:09:00.000+08:00

heyyloo =)
weeee. im back people!
actually, i was back since sunday morning.
Arrived home at abt 1.30 in the morn.
The bus was delayed due to dunno-wad-reasons.
And the bus reach at 7.30 which was supposed to be there by 6.30.
doinnk!

Anihoos, the trip was fun larh. Initially, like any other trip.. i tot it is gonna be B-O-R-I-N-G. And i couldn't even had the same room with q and sabie. Whereas i was thrown into the same room as Atiq and mira. I was pretty sad actually. but as the days goes by, i felt they are not bad at all. It was CRAZZZZYYYYYYYY!! ahaha.
i heart them both larrh. weeeeeeeeeee!~

And we had games everyday to be exact! ahha. The weather was a killer seh! Effing hawt! And duee to the weather, most of us are now like hangus sehh! wakakakak.
As for the hockey player there, all i can say. they were extremely good. really.
Their SUKMA team was incredibly fasst and full of speed and strength! While the under-15 boys was equally good too larh. Even the under-12 was quite good fer the age! And their hitting were way harder than us.. ooopsiiee. ahahs. the kids were extreme to the extreme-est cute ok! Omg, im in love with one of the cute kids there.! lols. not to forget the boys U-15. not that bad tooo. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

Oryttee, so my everyday meal was KFC. And maggi cup noodle. sheessh.! There isn't alot food court thou. Except tat the second day we had chicken rice for dinner. Sumptious? okok larr. hahas. We didn't had a proper meal. Junks were all we ate. hmmph. But on the last day, Coach treat us lunch and we had rice, like finallly!!! Thanks manjit! =)

Overall, i learnt alot during the trip. [=
not to forget, the coach there even guide us during our last game teaching us few techniques. And i shuld agree with the rest of the mates tat he is really professional. WOOOOOOHOOOO!

Im looking forward fer the next trip if there is. And of coz, if there`s ka-chiingg!
aahhas! I`ll post the pics soon!

toorah!

malacca!

2005-12-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

heyylo!
Today was indeed a veryveryvery tiring day.
We had trng in the morning in NTU.
Trng was as for normal. Get scolding and nagging and scolding and nagging.
And the cycle went on and on and on. ahahs. (=
The weather is effing hawt and i can barely open my eyes when playing games.
hmmmph.
When trng ends, the temptation of us to atleast get the wetness in the swimming pool nearby
there was really highh.
We were all exhausted tat we jumped into the pool. ahahas. But our attempt to continue to do so failed.
lols. As usual, Mr charanjit was real maddd. And gave us warning here and theree. :P

But then, the guys asked all of us for swimming at je swimming complexx!
andd yeaah, that`s what i called satisfication bebehh! =))

Anndd now, im home and feeling mre fressssh after a cold showerrr! yiippes.
I need to get readdy fer tmr trip. I haven't start packin up my stuffss! And i doubt i cant wake up tmr! I must be awake by 6 in the morning.. oooh shiityy.! But well, i mustt!

arytee peepal!..
I wont be blogging fer 4 dayss! =))
take care of yourselff and keep taggin ayytee!
Dun miss me ok. (lol. as if there is, sheesh.)

muuuuuuuaaaaaccccks! im gonna miss everyboooddddddy! weeeee!
byebyee!

offsprings!

2005-12-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

THE OFFSPRINGS RAWKS MANY MANY!. =) <3

request!

2005-12-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

aryte,
i`ve been tagged by dearie dahlia. ahahks. I`ll answer her request now. =P

Rules of the game;
1.Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.

2.At the end of the quiz, list the name of the 5 people who u want next to do this.

And leave a comment "you are tagged" in the blog and tell them to read your blog.

Here it goes..
1.My face is flexible.. =P

2.My hair is fugggin thick which people called it a bee nest!. mauahahahkaka!

3.Im 1.73 tall. Im 15, mind you.

4.People call me sotong coz im really lembab nak mampus.

5.I talk to my teddy bear called weiqi and momo when im bored. yey!

1.HASSY!!

2.FIQAH!!

3.HUI YING!!

4.LIYANA!!

5.INTAN!!

have funn doing!!!

BOYS?

2005-12-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

wokay, so i drop by Has blog just now.
And based on her latest entry, it does knock some sense in my head. Except that i don`t really cry my eyes out just because of a guy. Mmmm, i did. ONCE. =X which was really realy really stupidd. Luckily, i could get over it with the crazy bunch of friends and it makes me totally forget about him. And speaking of which, i don`t think it is the right time to have a relationship at this point of time. WE ARE STILL YOUNG, DAMMIT!. The time will come. Because wad if, the relationship ends but the other party couldn't get over it or accept the fact that the guy/girl wants a break-up. And this lead to people, some, will start to be emo-ish and tend to do stupid stuffs like abusing themselves and slit their wrists or worst, commit suicides. alryte, i might be exxagerating. But this do happen in real life. While the other will take it slow and steady and try to get over it as soon as possible.

well, sometimes i tot of having one, agane. But to think of it, it ain't a good idea. I will agane think of the consequences.

Aniwes, no offence. All above was what i think. But it might not be too you. You people do have your own thoughts. =)

But to you people out there, who is in deeply in love and having relationship hope you will last forever.

taaaa.

*sorie for the broken english. if there is.

boredd.

2005-12-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

IM EFFING BORED.BORED.BORED.
am going to malacca trip next week with the hockey mates. yippeee.
but im totally broke. shit larrhs.where must i dig those money? uhh, dammit.
i shuld have not spent alot. and now i only left abt 80 bucks? basket larhh.

sighh.
there`s nothing else to yak.
im off.

woohooos!!

2005-11-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

hello. =))
yestrdy was hippity funn! yey! haha..
Cracking lame jokes are making us all having stomache crap. =P~
Well, as usual went to town, bugis and lastly to ESPLANADe. i just love that place.
Except tat ystrdy we didn't manage to go to the riverside. hurhur. Still, it was fun lah going wif them. weeeeeeeeeee~

here are few pixxas..

nyehh!

there`s more... check out my frenster too yeahh. hehe.

so, they and hazlin will be coming to my crb soon.. HOOOOORAAAY!!. =)
hahas. bye!

URGGHHH!!

2005-11-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

I've the feeeling since the starting of the msgs he sent that im gonna be prank!! PRANK!! prrraaankk!
Although, i`ve in mind not too spill any secrets. Yet, i did. Once. duumbb. TOTALLY. shiittiness.
I think its better to keep the phone number to yaself or just give it too other people whom you are VERY CLOSE WITH and trust-able and wouldn't do tat kind of prank-thangg!. Sometimes, i find the hockey boys in my skool are really irritating and TAK BLEH ANGGGGGKAT SIAKK. Ok, i must admit. At times, i just hate them to the max coz of their silly silly and childish atitudes but still, they are my frens. And i heart all my freenns. =)) I might hate them but one day, surely i need help frm them. SO, to be in a safe mode, PLEASE do not hate people. LAME. hahs.

trng`s today was fine. As usual, running up and down the hockey pitch. STUPID. i hate myself todaaee. I trained suck-ly. =((
i hate trng at CCAB turf! there are LOADs and LOADs of annoying insects which disturbed the tequila(sp?) of us getting our chance to rest after a having a disaster trng..sheesh.. OOkkey, i complain alot. tsk tsk tsk... hehh..

SO, according to plan, im going out with shiffa and the gang to town tmr, maybee? hehe. weee~
i guess, every sunday we`ll be going out and chill !! ahahas. oooh lalala. i lurve! <3

And our late lunch will be as usual my all time fav place. LJS at far-east! wkakakakakakakaka.
i hope i can lend the digi cam frm siz tmr. *pray hards. yyuupiee!

aryytee, im tired .. i wanna sleep. take care!

maybbee

2005-11-25T13:39:00.000+08:00

uhhhhssss!!!!!! MR IKMAL CAM SIAK UH!. binget seehh!! dah tkder kejer lain agakyer!

sape..

2005-11-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

sapperr sehh tu?? *thinks*

ARRHH!

2005-11-24T11:19:00.000+08:00

Im feeling better now. I was suprised that i didn't even took any pill and it went off by itself. =)
But still, the dizziness is still oh-you are - on my nerves bebyy!. But nvm that!.

I will be going for trng later on in skool. I hope it`s not gonna be a hot day. I realised i cant be under the blazing hot sun that long. Otherwise, the migraine will attack me. Shittiness. Sucks rite, if u wanna be a hockey player , u shuld atleast be under the sun for an hour. Well, i tried but sometimes it gets worst. hmmph. Wadever. Im still trying my best to defeat this thanngg!.

YEYNESS. shiffa and yati(maybe) will be joining with us today for HOCKEY. yiipeedaddooo!. Hope they will last forever in our teamm. We badly need themm! OMG!!. we sounds so desperate!! yes , we do!. lols.

and to the auntie who just passed away, i wish you will rest in peace.

people, TAG. TAG!!

bored

2005-11-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

im booreeddd.

im spoiled.

2005-11-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

The weather is extremely chilling. yeyness. But due to trng in the drizzling ystrdy made me have a fever now. My head is spinning on and off. shittiness is the word. And i didn't go trng today. hmph. I wan to rest for today. =\ And i must go for trng tmr onwards.

So, i accompanied mom to the market just now which was few bus stops away frm my house. hmmph. I dun wan too. But i had promised mom past few weeks ago. I mean, she has been insisting me to follow her to the market as there are alot of stuffs she needs to buy and it is quite heavy. So yahh, i went. And luckily, the market wasn't crowded! Otherwise, i guess i had faint. LOLs.

I want to re-format my computer but it is leceh to the max seh. Loads of stuffs which needs to be installed later. *sigh. This computer is sick man!. Even the Cd rom player ain't working. It is stuck and refused to open but sometime it does open. Well, i tot of just let it be and just continue using it until it dies of by itself. But, the thing is, the most important thing was my norton antivirus cd is INSIDE the cd-rom!!!! And it doesn't want to open!! uhhhh!! duummbb dummbb!
I reckon there are ardy few viruses attacking my "precious" computer. HAHAHA! i dunnno wad to do nowww!! *sobb!

So, this is a new layout btw. Which took me quite a few days to find nice pixxs. =D

AND, .... due to some corruption, few of the codes went (MDW) missing dunno where including the links. So, if you didn't see your link under Amigos, pretty PLEASE on a cherry ontop, TAG and leave your link!! Sorry for the inconvenience cause. =D

Im off.

and..

2005-11-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

I landed at orchard,AGANE. ahha. Two days straight. Yesterday with shiffa and nisa and today with siz and her frenn. So yeah, we caught harry potter`s and the goblet of fire. One word, AWESOME. And cedric is extremely super duper boomshakalakala HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT like a hot dog which just came out from the oven. period.

hmmph, yesterday was fun too. =)) I bought a tote bag frm 4skin. and im not sure if its nice to u ppl. but its nice to me. hehehe,.. and walked arnd bugiz village, far-east! Saw kazen Q at bugis V. *winks. There were loads of people when i reached home. All were bro`s fren.

Above my stomache area is totally pain. I knw this is not some red-light coming. But it hurts when i breathe too deeply or when i bent. ADUH!. hmpph. Maybe it is just some kind of after effect where you ardy start coming back for running after not running for a long long time. HAH! lame. but who knows.? heeez.

Well, tmr onwards will be hockey, hockey, hockey and more hockey for me. And now mom has ardy nag. >_<
yey yey! at last i got my adidas shirt. turqoise in color. ;) Been aimin that since 222248956 mnths ago, but with tat bombastic price. I cant afford. But now, with 14 bucks, why not rite? wooohoo! i lurvin it.

the tote bag i bought.

and i reallly really reaaaally wanna thanks that chinese guy who returned me my hp backk in the cinema. really appreciate it. =)) tanks alot.!

bleed me something beautiful

2005-11-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

ollehh!
Am going out with shiffa to town. yippeeyahyahyipeeyahoo!!
teeeheehehhee.
maybe Nisa will tag along too. Mareeni and the rest cant make it due to some problems.
sheessh. boredness. But wif my sweetie pie shiffa is there, i bet it is not gonna be boring! =))
weee, i miss them loads lah. But they cant make it. hmmph.

there loads of stuff i wan to get in my hand soon. I wanna get a cool tote bag, a converse canvas shoe, brown color perhaps. Tops. And talking about tops, i realised tat there`s loads of stripes in my cupboards and i think i want MORE MORe MORE!! ahahas. And there`s more coming up which i dunno wad it is. Anything nice to my eyes, and i wanna grab it! tsk tsk. tsk. Bad bad bad. heheh

Anyhoos, trng yesterday was totally beat, man!. We were all half DEAD!. haisz. My leg was cramped due to the almost everyday running cases during trng. sheesh. And yeah, my fault for not warming down. ahhas!! =X oopsie doopsie. I cant complain much as there will be somebody who will be reading this blog of mine. HAHAHAHAH!. =P

OOkehh. Im not sure of lil izhar will be reading this. But i wanna say thanks for the sharing problem section yesterday. Really appreaciate(sp?) it though. weeeeeewooooots. might be meeting him if time permits!.

And woalah, i think im late. its 1.43 and im meeting shiffa at je mrt station at 2. But im still not yet bathe. hmphhh.

bye den.

ps* to celx.: hehe. sorri gurl bout ystrdy. =X

sucks

2005-11-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday sucks big time. Period.

hello!

2005-11-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! Just woke up from my long and wonderful sleep. wuakakak. I was too tired due to the training ystrdy! Trng was fine actually. Initially we need to run 8 laps arnd the fields. But i think, me and some of the gals did extra rounds. hmmph. so yeahhh, it was raining drizzling and pouring really heavily and drizzling and pouring really heavily.!! wuahahakakkaka. I dunno wad type of rain is tat call. lolx. We waited like half and hour to get our ass back inside the field. hmmph. We did some basics then and went off.

As usual, we did our daily routines. Ate karipap at the stairs! yummmiliciousnuihauhauneinoi.!
And people were staring at us like we are some like of alien drop by to have our meal. =

Went home with the three musketeers (sp?) heh. Natra went home real fast that we even took a taxi to catch her. But due to the heavy traffic there and taxi were all hired we were late to catch her. =((

Should i go to the appreciation night. ?? ?????Mom doesn't let me go. She said waste of money.NO, she doesn't say that. i say that. She onli said " buat apr" "tak payah sua" lols! But i knw wad she meant. I told her tat there's dinner n dance and stuffs. And she was like Oh, really, best eh. blahness. Den, i told her we need to pay 20 bucks. and she said those up there. hmmph. Maybe i shouldn't go eyy? Coz, Sec 4 n insyallah if i go sec 5, i will still have a grad nite don't i?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmphh.....

yyyihahaa!!

2005-11-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

I hope everything will going to be fine. Amin.
pray hard*

call meh whenever ur lonely.

2005-11-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

Wooo! Rihanna`s song really groove me on bebehh! hahahs.
errmm. Im craving for the foods in seoul garden. =X hehehe.

YUM yUm!

dumb piglet

2005-11-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

arrhh!! the flu is getting on my nerve and is like choking the hell out of me. SHIT LA!
Only if i could take the pump and suck all the mucus out and woahlah, i will feel a wee relieved!
Im feeling really weak like orng tuer nak mampus seeyy! My head is spinning like as if i'm playing merry-go round. yeah yehh!

Im following mommy jalan raya tmr to my cousins house which were not been visited due to the busy-ness of my mom whom cant possibly go out coz she needs to workk!!! hmmph. And by the time she reached home she`s darn freakin tiredd. Ouuhh. i pity her tho. So all that i can help is to help her clean the house, sweep the floor, fold the clothes. Fuuhhh. ~!! And the best`est thang was tat, im alone most of them time, and it is better cleaning the house in that atmosphere. lolx. Alone and youu can do wadever u want. On the radio as loud as want till the house explode? nah. = and yeah, back to today, i did NOTHING. I`ve been rotting on my matress, watching tv. sleeping. and the cycle continues. My head is real heavy like there`s one big hella of stone inside it. dammnn. And the flu is getting worst to worster.(such word?) uhh, wadever. Even after i took panadol. aduuhaii! ubat pon dah takk load siaak.

For heaven`s sake, i hope i will be better by tmr. I don't feel good coughin and achhooomm-ing at peepal`s house. Furthermore, when jalan-ing i want to be happy. Im not a happy person if im sick like this stucking PREMIERS tissues in my nosee alweyyss! arrrrhhh. I bet the PREMIERS company shuld produce more tissues for people who often sick like me and some others. lolx.

Ohhh!! i got to watch 7 perhentian a so called, malay horror movie ystrdy. the eager me quickly switch on the tv to watch it! and the show was irksome and dead. hmmph. It`s neither horrofying nor to be label as at least a good show. total bored-ness. really.and the ending is extremely kooky. two words for you peepal who didnt quite catch it or those who wanna to watch it. DON'T WATCH! hahahs. lolx.

my blog is dead man! no one taggin! sadness. ALOT! =(( Be it if i update or not update.oh well. and wad the basket wrongg to angelfire. ARE YOU DEAD OR WHAT? freakk.

raya fever!

2005-11-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

This year raya isn't the same like any other years except for dpt-ing duit raya, mkn kuih dan ketupat, dgn rendang and sambal udang woohoo!! are still the same though. the differences are that this year seems to be so tight. The timing, i mean. heh. Mom and siz are working while bro got skool. TSKK!! but nvm, mom got off today and i`ll be off to my NEK BUSU cribb.! kekekeke.

I cant wait for Thursday!! Go jalan-ing raya with my 3n2`s mates. woooottss. Confirm kecoh-rable punyyerr! kekekekekekke. <3

Shittiness. My comp was infected with spyware. DUMBB! Now, i need to bare with all the pop-outs and the slow macam nak mampus system. *BIG SIGH!!

We had maths remedial at 8-9.30. Ended up i and few of the late comers reached at 8.30.! hmmph. there story behind it which i`m lazy to type out. lolx. And after that we supposed to Social studies remedial which starts right after maths remedial but well, Instead of going to the sleeping lesson while listening to her monologing we went for our sumptious breakfast at banquet. wakakakakkakaka. =)) nicey nicee!! =XX yeyehahaha!

hmmpph. Trng later in the afternoon but b4 that, q dear is coming over to use the comp and off we go and trainn! Wooohoo! I miss natra and sabiee alotts!! <3 and i missing shiffa, mareeni and yatiiee too! sob sobb!

Oh, good luck for the o level candidates. May you guys pass with rainbow color yyooo~` ahah.

tooraahs!

yey!! hari raya!

2005-11-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all my frens, families, teachers and all the Muslim and people celebrating it. =)
Have FUN peepal!

And OH, i change the color of my layout. heh.
MUACKKKKKS!

deeparaya

2005-11-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! =)

but the irony was i didn't even see anyone wearing sari. i mean those who celebrate it. sheesh. where are they? hmmmph. Its their day! But there werent any single hindus. All were the chinese and the malays. hmphh. Well, jurong east isn't that bad rytee. Doesn't consist any indians or hindus.? hmph.

i want to bake cake. bye!

supersonic

2005-10-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

I just cant believe that we are finishing our fasting month and voila, few more days to raya! =))

Aryte, recap on what i`ve been doing fer the past few days.

Saturday.
got a hair-cut and went to watch bro`s concert in his skool with my siz and her fiance. the concert was fine. =)) YEY to npstrings.! ...was one whole day outside. Sheesh. Bought a top at clementi. ehehehehhee.

Sunday.
Went to religious class and i just love them. HAHAHA!. laughing out heads out when ustazah wasnt there. lolx. the jokes which MIRA did to fidi was equally lame yet funny and which made fidi looks like a DOINK!!. ahaha. =P still, i heart them!
In the afternoon, hang out with my dearest farhana. Went to Jurong west to meet yati<3> YEYNESS! another extra kuih for hari raya! thanks yatiiee!!

And then we went to IMM, accompanied fana to return her Mac uniform. Den we lazed arnd IMM, did some eye-washer. heh! =o)` I thought of getting another canvas shoe, a converse one!.
sheessh. Someday, i will get it! HAHAS!after we getting bored, we went to the lib to rot as the weather outside was SIZZLING hawt and i could felt like my hair was burned! (okk, exaggerating! hmph) But i swear, the weather wassss real hottie. The blazing sunlight made me having a migraine. =(( sorie fana!! ahaha. tk dpt amek neoprints! heheh! But still, we camwhored=)

=))

haha.

uhh, this pic is dumb. bcoz the one in there, is dumb and woalah, this pic is dumb! yey! =

And we went home! heh. And sumtin gross happened !! ahah! and im NOT going to tell here in public!!! ahahahahhaha! FANA AKO MALU!! sorriee eyys!! ahaha! NOT in purpose! =oX!!
HAHAHAHAHAH! macam siak sehh!. At nite, followed mom and siz to IMM agane!! ahahah. The egg beater spoilt. Dummy. And need to buy new one. =))
Today, had geog remedial in the morning! Did some revision. Sheeeesh, I forgotten almost everything. Shucks. I need to buck up or else im going to be a ugly dead duck. quaccckkk!

Im freakinn bored nooww! I want to take a nap fer a while. *sleepy head*

hahaS! today post is filled with picturess!! yeyness!

Oh, happy belated burfdae to ISZ!!! =)) yey!

YEY!!

2005-10-28T12:24:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah. =)

I want to change new layout, larh! =\ hehehehehe.

cookies

2005-10-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

heloww.
I`ve been baking cookies for the past two days. weeeeee!
I bake rock biscuit and peanut cookies. =o)
And as usual, being a dun-have-any-other-better things-to-do, i snap few shots while doing them! ahakx!

ingredients for rock biscuits

with bro's hand

ingredients for peanut cookies.

the messy table

haahh!! it turned out to be very BIG! lols. nvm, first trial.

hahas! first trial was a disaster. lolx. it turned out real big! But the rest were Fine. =))
i cant wait to taste them. i hope it will taste yummylicious! woohoo!

uhh, Yey for naima who got to be the american`s next top model yo`. However, i still prefer tha sweetie, Kathleen. hmmph.

Im worried fer friday! I will get my report book on tat day. Sheeesh. =

Now, my throat hurts and when i talk, i sound like one bapok siam and im having a bad migraine! I feel like knocking it on the wall! ARRGGH!!

bye!

what will they say?

2005-10-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

Alo!
Yey! I had dlwd few more brushes for my future editing pictures.
wee. cant wait to try them.

Im pleased with the score i got for my end of year, except for some. hmphh.
So far i managed to get all pass. EXCEPT social studies. Which im not sad about. lolx.
Tmr is promotion day, and peepal lets pray hard. =D

YEY! another mre to hari raya! WOOOOOOOO!
kz, NAK DEKAT BUKER!! YEY YEY YEY!!
happy breakfast.
byeS!

wake up. wake up.

2005-10-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

halohalo.
new skin agane.
uhh, sumtime blogger just make me blew up.
sheeeeesh.

well, been not updating lately.
im just plain lazy. =D
Hang out with the gurls, erm plus taufiq on thursdae.
Boredd. Most of the gurls cant go out last minute. Toot.

Went to buker, at Taman ros at far-east. Nice. ~
I have gotten back my results. Thank god, so far i didn't fail any yet. FUHH!

Uh well, More to come on monday, i HOPE! hahs.

kk, no mood to update more. I`ll update when i feel like updating. lolx.

toorah.

ppl, TAG!!

it`s pouring!

2005-10-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

wooohoo. despite getting acchooom several times bcoz of the coldness, i heart the weather now.
so cooling. =D lolx.

Me went to the lib just now ALONE. ahah. im impressed of myself. ahaha. Usually, i won't dare to go anywhere alone. Except the toilet. duh! ahaha. But i did! woohoos. Borrowed two books just now and spent estimate 2 hours there. =] Sometimes, it is better to be alone. hmmphh.

well, i`ve also been suffering frequent headaches now and then. It hurts when it onli attack on one side only. darnn.

I think i wanna take a nap. bye!

yehoo.

2005-10-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

ollehooo!!!!!=DD

finally, exams are over! wweee. fast isn't it? heh. *loncat cam berok makyek*
well, im scared abt the results now. sheeesh. i know, i might going to fail certain subject. hmmph. =X touch wood! i won't. i will pass. alamak. if i like this, ppl think i over confident. so, serah pader takdir jer la noh. WUAKAKAKAKKAKA!.

anyhoos, fnn paper just now was ok, was kinda easy as tcher had gone thru b4. So, i hope im gonna do well for it. wooohoo. =oX

wooots. i might be going on with the gurls. dunno when Will be buker-ing outside too. =] cant wait. let's hope jadikk ok? hah.

uh, new layout. heh, stripes agane. oh well. =gosshhy, i spent 4 hrs infront of the comp to make some changes fer my bloggy. Shit, i dunno how much higher my degrees have increase.

aite, im off. taking careee.

i nee somebody to love me

2005-10-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

Im being pessimistic since the starting of exams. Shit.
the thoughts of me retaining next year is alwes in my HEAD! get lost laa! arrrrrrrghhhhhh!

Had chemistry and english paper 2 jst now. English paper was quite tough especially the comprehension part. Well, Miss Lim had ardy warned us tat the paper will going to be very difficult.
so yea, it was difficult!. heh. Whereas for chemistry, 80-20. =o] Not being over-confident here. Just what i felt abt the paper. nyiaahah.

Oh, we had alrdy get to know our maths paper 1 result jst now which is very times 100 FAST! Coz, we did that paper like only YESTERDAY! haha. Mr Ngien is a superb marker! lolx. and Thank God, i passed. =] Another 3 mre papers to go..!!

i just cant wait fer the exams to be over and get done with. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

sick ppl sick brain.

2005-10-11T18:39:00.000+08:00

hello. im jst abt to strt revision with Social Studies. But i am in no mood. I will after updating this bloggy.
oH. I was just finishing chatting with this-unknown-poor-lil-kid who criticise me cuz of my eyebrow. lols. I found it amusing, though. None of her words had a effect on me. ahha. She said it was disgusting and stuffs. And hell yeah, sarcastism do work. =D She`s SUCKS in her words. LMAO.
She only said it was disgusting over and over agane. Isn't it DUMB! and the funny thang was, i asked her to show me her picture thru her display pic. However, she replied this " wuahahahah. No need to show, im ALL ALREADY perfect. " LOLS. She must be sick in the brain. Hu the hell did she think she is. A god or sumtin? all perfect! PTUIKK!!. And anddd.. I managed to find her thru frenster. And Uh, no comment. Sick humanoid. criticise me, go on, i dun give a damn. Cuz i wouldn't be sad nor cry my eyes out. Not anymore, babe. Im going to be strong. yeaayy! =D
forget abt her, lols. i dun care. words cant bring me down. a code from adam ; "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words never will" hahahaha!

Skewl was fine. And uh, i cant believe how fast time flies, exams are going to start TOMORROW!
Ill be having eng p1 and social studies. shits. hate social studies. hais.

aryte, no mre to yak, tooraahh.

p.s: tag me peepal. =P

woots. i love the prata man!

2005-10-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

Had an awesome break-fast at Mr prata located at Clementi.
PPL! YOU SHULD TRY THE PRATA THERE, IF U HAVEN'T.
The prata was sumptious but i chose Mee Kway Teow goreng instead. LOLs.
If i had another chance, i would choose the pratas. The mee was fine, but the taste had some missing ingredients, erm yeaahh?
oh, fyi, There`s variety of prata, murtabaks and even thosai. weeeeee!~ and the customer service is good too. no doubt abt it.

K so as for today, i woke up pretty late. At 12! heh. I was rather sleepy as the other days, i need to woke up very early, sleep agane and wake up agane. There`s a 30 mins intermission. lol! if u dun undrstnd, nvm! =P

I decided to study chemistry and to try absorb abt metals. I managed to undstnd abt that chap lil by lil. And i hope i wouldn't go blank during the exam. Shit! I usually had difficulties remembering things. hehehe. I did remember now but i will forget abt it later. AT TIMES. not everytime. hmphhh.

Speaking of which, i had my Mt paper ystrdy. All i can say, i dun think im gng to do very well or atleast a well fer my paper 1. i wrote full of shitness. HAH! Ok, i won' elaborate abt it. No regrets. Like wad the old folks alwes said, no use crying over a spilled milk.

I alrdy feeling the pressure now. It is only EOY not the Ns or the Os. Im scared. I dunno if i can go far. I need to be optimistic. Oh well. =
I`ve just received a call from dalilah. She wants me to teach her maths. lols! no comments. I hope i can help her. haha. Bcoz, the previous teaching i did with her, i nearly loose my patients.
And i nearly feel like strangling her! GRR. heh. =X

Aite, the bed is calling, im off to bed.

melancholy

2005-10-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

Mt paper 1 was shit. While paper 2 was OK. heh.
I dunno wad toot i wrote in the compos. Oh well, i hope the one who marks my paper wuldn't get a heart attack while marking. haha.
Peribahasa was TOOT lah. Cher gave us few practices but it end up came out different ones. Some of those which i dun even HEARD before. hah!

My head was turning round and round while doing the paper. Luckily, it went off a while later. FUH!
Oh, Miss Ang gave us an animal hand puppet. =] sweeets. hah. She told us tat those are for to remind us that we dunt controll by other peoples. We are the one who control ourself. LMAO. I dunno if i was right. But it is sumtin like that. heh. I took an elephant one. cuteness. I <3>

talkin to you is not worth my time

2005-10-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

OLLEH!!
YEY, fasting has alrdy started. =D

Physics test jst now was incredibly tough.
I gt the feeling im gonna screw it real bad. hah!
I dunno if it is jst me or the paper is actually tough. *sighh

2 mre days, and we will be takin mt paper.
Yet, i still forget what`s the format for surat rasmi and surat tidak rasmi. OH TIDAAKK!!.
Today is a sleepy day. Dozed of during maths lesson! haha. =
Otey, i`ve nuthin mre to yak. Few mre minutes to go for break-fast.
Happy breaking fast.! =]

oh btw, this is my new skin. Stripes featuring polka dots yoo`.
heh.
UH! happeh burdae sabiiieeeeee!!. muackss.

toorah.